There is way too many problems in this world. My solution? Love. Why does that have to sound so cliche or so unrealistic? The world will never be perfect and neither will humans that would be boring but i just wish we could have love for imperfections, or better yet love the things that are right and the things that are wrong will get pushed to the background.
For instance...I love taking pictures, mostly of me and other people. When i post them i always get them commenting it saying "wow i look hideous", or "ew look at me". Idk it makes me sad because I wish people could see what i see...sure maybe it wouldnt hurt for you to pluck your eyebrows...but have you seen your eyes? Or other things..idk. I just wish people, girls inparticular could love themselves. I know I myself am not the most attractive person on the planet and thats ok, but i have really cute earlobes haha.. and i like them..so ill focus on that for today..hahaha.
Part of me wishes i was rich so i could employ homeless people to do random jobs. I do believe homeless people should get up and do something about their situation but i wish i could be the one to give them that hope..to say hey look you can do this, there are ways. Thats love. I dont have a perfect love for everything but i wish i did, Im not trying to sound like a hallmark card and ask everyone to meet at my house to make smores and sing Kum-bi-ya (spelling?) i just wish we could love the good and shun the evil instead of bringing them to the spotlight everday.
My niece showed me a quote today "life passes most people by while they're busy making grand plans for it". I wish everyone for a day would just go for a walk or a drive by themselves to just look how lucky they are to live in this country and to breath the air..even if its a little polluted that we do. To live in this time where women can vote and get an education. Where we know the truth of what will happen to us when we die. I wish for a moment youll stop and think about your favorite feeling. Whether it be warm sun on ur back as you dig your toes in the sand, or getting ur first paycheck, a hug from a person you love, or maybe brushing your teeth.
I have plans for my life, im going to UNLV..for now..and as of right now im going to be an athletic trainer. But what i really want to be is an influence. I want someone to say my life is different because i know you. I feel this way about alot of people and i should probably tell them more often.
Am i just babbling now? idk.
I just want everyone to know that they are beautiful and worth something to someone...and to me. Even if that doesnt mean much to you...you mean something to me.
thoughts..feel free to share..
...ha only think that has changed is what i want to be :)
emjoy
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
old thing i wrote..
Posted by Kayla at 6:18 PM
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i remember this. i don't remember where you posted it but i remember it. i saw you at target, well not YOU but your car and I was inside with Alix looking out for you on our way to the drink isle but when we got out you were gone. SAD DAY.
inspiring... seriously, for starters, I wish girls weren't soo critical of themselves, or others! We're just made that way, and I hate it!! Also I see even myself rushing through life, and always saying, "In a minute, In a minute," whens that going to be? I wish I could slow down and enjoy life, and let people know how much they mean to me and appreciate them, before I loose the chance. I know life is going to pass me by and wish I could go back and change things, and re-do it! Wish life was more simple... and we take soo much for granted...
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