i know you are all reaching for that red X button over there in the right corner..but dont..im not going to sit here and complain about being single...the whole time :) haha oh i kid i kid.
But lets think about it for a second. I really have never REALLY had a boyfriend...ever. ok ok so there was josh..
and you would be right. There was Josh. But do I need to remind you that he lived in morgan, utah? Ummm yeah thats about 8 hours away...we shared..phone calls..and oh ya he flew me to prom which was cool..and we had weekends..But really. He couldnt be there when i flunked a quiz or when stuco was so stressful...it wasnt really a relationship...
And ya there was Richy...which lasted a whole week...because he was a Bro..and wanted to do Bro things that I just wouldnt do..
Then of course there were a few other flings here and there..there were boys who'd kiss me and id think we had something for a second..but we didnt...and then some people i truly really really cared about. But in the end NOTHING. no boyfriend.
and im not really complaining..there is totally someone out there for me..someone who is going to be as concerned about my well being as i will be about him...a boy that will swoon when he sees me..or sees my name on his cell..just like i do for him. A boy that respects how i feel, and will want the same things too..and truthfully i already love him. I dont know who he is going to be,...i might know him already..i might not..but either way i know i will love him a lot..
And that is more husband statis..and im not lookin for a husband..im not really LOOKING for anything..i just think its a life experience that i havent had yet and i really look forward to one day enjoying.
In other news life is great, im still workin and going to school, my scholarship and application for USU are in so that relieves a lot of stress...Im also applying to BYU H and BYU I..i dont know if i could handle another rejection from BYU P but we will see..i just want to keep my options open.
Life is truly beautiful..and so are the people around me. :)
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having that experience is the best part of your life. because even if it doesn't work out you learn so much. but just trust me when i say, don't listen to others... follow your heart, because when that happens for real, you WONT listen to anyone else but HIM^ (up above) and yourself. So it's not worth all the confusion.
oh and BTW you look awesome in that pic, even with your crazy utah girl hair. :D luvyamuch
I was not about to click the red X in the upper right...i LOVE reading your posts! Keep us updated with your apps!
haha on Macs the red X is on the left hand side.. fyi. lol i love this post.. wanna know why because usually when i start talking about not having anyone or like being single and stuff i am always pessimistic. But this post had not an ounce of pessimism. Its the best attitude. I am learning from you. Good luck with the application stuff and even more on the scholarship end. I love you.
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